A few Things I Learned From My Time With Indiana Disability Justice By Jennifer Milharcic

In January of 2020, a friend from IDJ asked if I would edit a transcript of a webinar. Now, I do not know what we were thinking. I have Cerebral Palsy, and I type and manipulate the computer really slowly. It took me forever, and somehow, I ended up with a job! I had never worked for a social justice organization before and did not know what social justice was. Another term I was unaware of was ableism

I had thought of justice in legal terms, something handed down by a judge or an authority figure. Social justice is about change at a community level, a grassroots effort. It promotes equity and inclusion, provides mutual aid and advocates for participation in decision-making.

IDJ and our parent organization Indiana Coalition Against Domestic Violence practice disability and economic justice. Disability justice is uplifting, respecting and valuing the disability community and what we have to offer. All the members of IDJ had disabilities, and I was always seen as a valued member of the team. I worried about the speed at which I worked, but in practicing economic justice, I was given the same pay rate for my time.

I had not heard of ableism, but I had experienced it my whole life. I learned that ableism is a form of discrimination based on the thought that disability is something to be fixed. One example happened to me a lot as a child, random people would come up to me and start to pray for me. I am not defective. I am not superhuman for living life with a disability. It is not amazing that I am independent. I learned I can call ableism out. I do not have to sit there and take it.

I learned many other things throughout my time at IDJ, and I will miss my time here.

About the Author

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Author Bio

I have been working with ICADV/IDJ since 2020. I have several disabilities, Cerebral Palsy and recurring depression. Working with and helping others are my favorite activities. I believe in promoting equality, equity and justice among all marginalized people. Faith is very important in guiding me through enjoying what life has to offer.

Using Data in Unconventional Ways: What ICADV Is Learning from Disabled Hoosiers Through Art

Expanding How We Understand Domestic and Sexual Violence
At ICADV, we are continually exploring new and meaningful ways to understand the experiences of survivors across Indiana. One area where traditional data collection consistently falls short is in capturing the realities of Disabled people and people with disabilities who experience domestic and sexual violence.

Many existing data sources do not collect disability status at all or rely solely on the six standard disability questions used in federal surveys. Even when disability is measured, reporting systems and data collection tools are frequently inaccessible. Physical, cognitive, and other barriers can prevent people with disabilities from safely reporting harm or participating in research. As a result, disabled survivors are often underrepresented—or entirely missing—from the data that informs policies, programs, and prevention strategies.

With more than one in four Hoosiers identifying as disabled, these data gaps have serious consequences. When disabled people are left out, our understanding of violence is incomplete, and our prevention efforts fail to reach those who may be at greatest risk.

Moving Beyond Counting Harm
Collecting, analyzing, and publishing data about violence against disabled people is essential. However, data must do more than count incidents after harm occurs. We must also understand what keeps people safe, what promotes healing, and what helps disabled people thrive within their communities.

This includes examining how we create protective, affirming, and accessible environments that support autonomy, dignity, and resilience. To do this effectively, we need data collection methods that are as inclusive, flexible, and creative as the communities we aim to serve.

Art as Data: Centering Disabled Voices
With support from the Noyes Foundation, the Hub exhibits expressive arts projects that invites disabled people to share their experiences, identities, barriers, and sources of strength through creative expression. This approach allowed participants to communicate on their own terms, using methods that felt safer and more accessible than traditional surveys or reporting tools.

The artwork produced through this project is not only beautiful, it is data. It is storytelling. It is lived experience. It offers insights that traditional research methods are rarely designed to capture. By treating art as valid and meaningful data, we are able to learn directly from disabled people in ways that honor their expertise in their own lives.

As we reviewed the artwork and accompanying reflections, clear themes emerged that deepen our understanding of both risk factors and protective factors related to domestic and sexual violence within disabled communities.

Protective Factors That Support Well‑Being
Many participants emphasized the importance of supportive relationships and environments. Words such as love, joy, calm, family, encouragement, acceptance, and stable housing appeared repeatedly throughout the artwork. These concepts highlight how affirming relationships, safe housing, and access to people who can help connect individuals to resources play a critical role in safety and healing.

Stable housing was consistently identified as foundational to well‑being. A safe place to live is not just a basic need, it is a key factor in reducing vulnerability to violence.
Identity and empowerment also emerged as strong protective themes. Participants reflected on disability identity, queer identity, visibility, and dignity as sources of strength. They shared that being able to define oneself and be recognized as a full, autonomous person is closely linked to self‑worth, confidence, and meaningful connection.

Creativity itself played a protective role. Engagement with special interests, passion projects, and artistic expression supported mental health, joy, and agency. Creative work offered participants a way to process experiences, express identity, and cultivate a sense of purpose.

Risk Factors That Increase Vulnerability
Alongside protective elements, participants also shared experiences associated with increased risk and harm. This included references to mental health challenges such as depression, anxiety, chronic stress, sadness, and suicidal ideation. These themes underscore the need for mental health supports that are affordable, accessible, and affirming for disabled people.

Trauma, abuse, and oppression were recurring themes throughout the artwork. Participants named experiences of violence, discrimination, stereotyping, internalized ableism, and isolation. These harms are not individual failures; they are the result of systemic inequities and social exclusion.

Barriers to autonomy were also commonly described. Participants shared experiences of having decision‑making power taken away, being treated as a burden, or feeling constrained by systems that limit independence. These conditions can increase vulnerability to abuse and negatively impact mental health.

Social isolation appeared repeatedly as both a risk factor for violence and a consequence of ableism—particularly when disabled people are excluded from community spaces and relationships.

Participants also pointed to unmet needs, including exhaustion, emotional distress, and concerns about safety. These reflections signal gaps in support systems and highlight areas where intervention is urgently needed.

What This Means for Prevention and Public Health
Together, these insights point to several critical considerations for public health and violence prevention efforts. Participants’ reflections reinforce the importance of intersectionality, particularly for people who are disabled, queer, neurodivergent, or navigating multiple marginalized identities. Prevention strategies must recognize these overlapping experiences and address compounded forms of stigma.

The data also highlights the value of safe and nurturing environments, including stable housing, supportive relationships, and spaces that encourage creativity and independence. Supporting autonomy and decision‑making is essential for promoting safety and well‑being.

Finally, the prevalence of trauma and mental health concerns reinforces the need for accessible, trauma‑informed, and disability‑affirming services across systems.

Expanding What Counts as Data
This project demonstrates that disabled Hoosiers are fully capable of sharing their experiences. The challenge has never been communication—it has been whether our systems are prepared to listen.

When we expand our definition of data to include art, creativity, and expressive storytelling, we gain deeper and more accurate insights. We center people who have historically been excluded, strengthen our understanding of both risk and protection, and inform prevention strategies grounded in real lived experiences.

As you explore the art on the IDJ Resource Hub, we invite you to appreciate the talent on display, reflect on the messages the artwork conveys, and commit to being inclusive and creative when collecting valuable information from communities with distinct needs and powerful solutions.

ICADV will continue to use innovative and inclusive data methods to build safer, more ccessible, and more responsive systems for all survivors.

This content was written by Timike Jones at tjones@icadvinc.org.

To learn more about how we evaluate or do violence prevention, please email barizmendi@icadvinc.org.

Support: A Collage By Isaiah Thomison

A large, colorful collage on a white background, titled "Isaiah Artwork," featuring various photos, drawings, and text labels connected by blue lines

Artist Statement: “These are my friends, family and teachers. These are important people in my life because they help me learn and grow. I want everyone to see how special they are. 

ArtMix is where I do Community Class and art with my friends. People like Emily, Brittany, and Molly help me make art projects and work on my art skills. WALLS lets me go into the community and go places like the movies or the park. They support me by being there when I try new things in the community. Transportation always gets me where I need to be and gets me there safely. In Special Olympics my coaches help me focus and get better at my sports, my teammates help me compete and do my best to reach my goals. My family supports me to be active and healthy and to learn things. We have our different opinions but we all love each other. “

About the Author

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Artist Bio: Isaiah is a 28‑year‑old twin whose creativity, energy, and love for community shine in everything he does. A dedicated participant of ArtMix for more than a decade, he expresses himself through art and enjoys sharing his talents with others. Isaiah is an active athlete with Boone County Special Olympics, competing in softball, basketball, corn hole, bowling, and track. He also loves connecting with friends at ILADD game nights and being involved in his community.

Family is at the heart of who Isaiah is. He is a proud son, brother, and nephew, but his favorite role is being an uncle to his 7‑year‑old niece. The two of them bond over Super Mario Brothers and making art together. Isaiah’s joyful spirit, kindness, and love for spending time with family and friends make him a cherished part of every community he joins.

Now, I am Safe by Jennifer Milharcic

* IDJ does not endorse any religious affiliation

* CONTENT WARNING: This post deals with suicidal ideation.

To me being safe comes from feeling loved, accepted, wanted, needed, and valued. What happens when someone does not feel that way towards themselves? Meet me and my long struggle with depression and suicidality. My family and friends did provide those things. I just could not feel it towards myself. That dissonance seemed insurmountable, and it only made me feel worse, like nobody understood. Nobody saw the true me.

Did I feel safe? That is a resounding NO! I have a wonderful faith, and I just wanted to go to my heavenly home. No, it was not a hopeful wish. For many years, I was frustrated, worn, and wanted to die, but I did not want to hurt anyone I loved and cared about. It was this push/pull that exhausted and shamed me for what seemed like a lifetime. At times, I just did not care about how others would feel, which landed me in the psych ward too many times to count.

It was a rough road and a lot of unsafe years. God eventually put two strangers in my way, a very stubborn, patient and caring counselor and a gracious, thoughtful pastor I had heard preach once or twice that I now call friend. They just would not give up on me. My counselor just kept saying to hang on until WE get through this. She gave me room and support to share, heal and grow. My poor pastor, I would pour out all the ugliness I felt into emails that he would faithfully answer with gentleness and grace. I believe sometimes it was a nightly thing. I was never “to much to take.” Although they did not know each other, my counselor and my pastor, from time to time they would ask me what the other thought.

They were safe. They had not known me beforehand and had no idea who I was, if I was loveable, acceptable, and valuable. Now, of course, a counselor and pastor would think a person was loveable, acceptable and valuable, but that did not matter. They did not know me and therefore, there were no expectations I could fail to meet.

Through a lot of hard work, support, meds, and an encounter with God. I began to love and accept myself, to feel that I was wanted and needed, and I found my intrinsic value. I was able to accept the love and support my family and friends had to offer without feeling like a fraud.

I feel safe when I am heard.

In writing this, I left out so many memories, good and hard, that I could fill ten or twenty pages. I had supportive friends and family and other very good counselors throughout my struggle. I also left out that I have Cerebral Palsy which adds another layer of complexity. This was not on purpose. My depression was never about “if I could only speak clearly, or walk, or… then I would be happy.” I wanted to tell you about feeling safe.

My life was hard, but it is good.

About the Author

Jennifer is smiling broadly with her long hair pulled back and wearing a purple shirt.

Image Description: Jennifer is smiling broadly with her long hair pulled back and wearing a purple shirt.

Author Bio:

I have been working with ICADV/IDJ since 2020. I have several disabilities, Cerebral Palsy and recurring depression. Working with and helping others are my favorite activities. I believe in promoting equality, equity and justice among all marginalized people. Faith is very important in guiding me through enjoying what life has to offer.v